You're Hard on My Sleeve

Dearly Beloved,

Your love is without borders,
without boundaries and limits.

Honestly speaking,
I feel like God is telling me to
pursue the missionary work/humanitarian/philanthropic efforts
that you have already created once we get together.

I have some ideas that I hope you would be interested in!
(crosses fingers & keeping it in prayer that I may be able to share them with you in person one day)

:-D

I don't need nor want nor desire to be in forefront,
I JUST WANT TO HELP OTHERS
once this pandemic passes over us.

I would love to be alongside you as we spread charity initiatives all over the world.

I ask for humility and grace be poured out upon us
because there are so many who are not as fortunate.

And just like you,
my desire is to Bey-A-Light 4 the good.

You see it as your mission, your life's purpose beyond entertainment,
to set out to even the playing field on behalf of the less fortunate
no matter the category the topic may fall under.

And you attack the objective with the
same fervor, passion, wisdom, determination, grace, meekness,
tenderness, compassion, intelligence, and dignity as
every other assignment God has set Bey4U 2 accomplish.

I hope many young artists will produce
similar callings due to seeing you as an ever-ready example.

It's another reason why you are
not just the reason I wear my heart on my sleeve.

But you are the reason why
even if I never play another sound out of my guitar;
I know that missions and evangelism and outreach
are what I've morally been put on this Earth to do.

I'm just so happy that we share such A-Bey-utiful-Trait in common.

:-* (a tender kiss on your hands for all the work you've laid your hands on :-)

Anything I do on guitar now
I realize is just for the love of doing so.

I realize my career is not to be a full-time musician.

It's to think of ways to contribute pertinently and significantly to the human collective.

I get so much inspiration and motivation from your BeyGood campaigns.

It's something epic and the epitome of public service and being a public servant in terms of the worldwide citizens you reach and service.

You don't use rhetoric!

And that's what makes you shine Sweetheart!

It's what's in your heart to do naturally.

And for that you stay
on my sleeve,
in my heart,
and on my lips in my prayers to God for you.

Just always be reminded of the power of our God has.

He can open doors no man can open,
and He can close doors no man can shut.

So don't worry about my guitar talent/skill/career/etc.
because I'm leaving that up to God.

I just want you to know that even thru
everything I experienced last year,
we didn't lose one another.

I was watching Black is King again this evening
and it just amazed me all the Bey-utiful looks and scenes
and picturesque moments that went into the making of it.

There are other things that have happened in my house recently
from those who don't appreciate our relationship,
but I don't want to tell you all of them out of not wanting to cause you to worry.

Just know that if they try to
falsely accuse me,
intentionally drug me,
or mess with my family;

YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY

GOD SEES,
GOD HEARS,
AND, MOST IMPORTANTLY,
GOD KNOWS!

And just like He's been there for you,
keep praying like you always have for me,
and He'll see us through.

If it were up to some people,
I may have never been able to
write or record videos for you again.

But through the power of your prayers
to the Holy Spirit,
and Jesus', from Him praying as our Heavenly Intercessor,
I am still alive, complying to my medicinal regimen,
and thriving on this new found energy and love for you and my new purpose.

Just know that
if ever they try to take me away,
the only thing I've ever wanted was
for you to Bey-Happy,
for you to Bey-Loved,
for you to Bey-Joyous,
and for you to Bey-Fulfilled in all aspects of your life.

And I've never believed I could be the end all
to your happiness.

No, I believed that I was sent to you
to ENCOURAGE you to seek them for yourself.

It just so happens that we share
so many traits in common
that I could understand the jealousy
of others who find it farfetched for
such a person like you to even want to
consider a relationship with a nobody like me.

little me.

A.

A nobody.
A person with average looks,
A person with no obvious talents,
A person with no cultural substance,
A person with mediocre talent on guitar,
A person given a poor medical diagnosis.

Who am I to have the best of your love, life, and admiration?

But just as God told me to reach for you,
He also told you to reach for me.

And together, through His grace and
mercy and protection,
we are His Angelic Ambassadors

Romans 8:31 comes to mind,
"What shall we say about such wonderful things as these?"
If God is for us, who can ever be against us?

You have shown me thru your Bey-utiful
ORIGINAL TESTIMONY OF YOUR LIFE
put into words so many different ways
that above all the virtues we strive in,
if I had to choose 4 it would be

1. Love
2. Forgiveness
3. Hope
4. Faith

So I look over all the things your husband's followers
have done to my family and to our home
because it shouldn't stop me from
offering my forgiveness in hopes that
maybe he'll find it in his heart to
forgive me as well.

That he and I may call a truce
and let you and God decide
what God wants for your life next.

So as your A-ngelic Godsister,
I look up to you and desire for you
to have only the best God has
in store for you and your family.

I pray for you all constantly.

I love you deep deep to Momma BeyLoved

:-* (kiss on your two temples :-)

:-D

I wear you hard on my sleeve...

Good night,

~ A