Q-T-B
U kno me
secrecy,
but we believe.
Truth we seek,
God we please,
planting seeds
4 our masterpiece.
Highest reach,
Redwood tree,
roots dive deep,
is our love indeed.
Release of Grief,
secrete Relief,
your smile I see,
is all I need.

So when it's time QB
and run it back,
on all them haters,

And when it's time every time QB
Run it back
on all our instigators.

Show that Beast Mode energy
Show them

Show them when it's time,
QB

When it's time
cue-B
QT
QB
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Poem Written by

~ A

My QB

Words flood my imagination with
colorful descriptions of love,
and prayerfully time will cement
colorful depictions of us.

My QB.
Who comes thru in the clutch,
when all the world is against us
we rise like  phoenixes from the dust,

The dust they tried to drag
our relationship thru,
when they thought we'd never make it,
and now look at us tried and true.

My QB.
Comes up with plays
from music to cinematically viewed,
X's and O's she's put together
so I can see things from her point of view.

My QB,
a Bey-utiful light of a life
Whose lead others lives have pursued
and when the dark tries to ram"sack" her
God, her lead blocker, stands for her forever unmoved

My QB,
a QT (cutie)
Bey-uty exudes,
from your pores like Sunshine
such a Sweet Southern Heavenly Peach of a fruit.

My QB,
called me,
to show up to this game called life,
Already,
saw she,
is ready to face the world side by side.

So to My QB,
I'm coming up off these bad habits
and off the reserves,
I'm showing up like before
but with more action than words.

So when it's time again,
we'll say QB for cue Bey
I hear them chanting your name,
just always stay grounded,
balanced, and humbly & constantly praying.

Or maybe we'll say QB,
for the plays, moves, and moments
you made for our relationship to win,
But by the grace of God we know already
can taste how Bey-utiful our story will begin.

But to My QB,
you're a matriarch role model
to many all over the world,
a true queen, light that beams
with and without diamonds and pearls.

My cue B,
is to not step out afraid,
but to step out on faith,
it's not to step out on hate,
but to step out on faith,
it's not to step out on fate,
but to step out on faith.

Bey-cause it's not on my cue-Bey

it's on you,

It's your call...

....QB


~ Poem Written by AJW

It's amazing how powerful and potent and dangerous it is,
to live in a society that disregards, mis-educates, and misinforms communities and cultures.

To live in a society where the news' words, one of whom you thought you could trust,
so blatantly, obviously, regularly, and intentionally seeks to feed its constituents
falsities, lies, and mistruths.

A modern form of civil war is breaking out among us because
we allowed the darkness of a few to go on
unregulated, unchecked, unaccountable for their actions.

Now the dam democracy is leaking...

It started with the number of ppl at 45's inauguration.

It's now broken and flooding our entire national systems with
racism, domestic "patriot" terrorism, and other hate groups.

I C now,
that it is indeed in our hands,
in our ways,
on our tongues.

The power to create,
and the power to destroy.

The power to heal,
and the power to cause suffering.

The power to give,
and the power to be selfish.

And especially when it comes to democracy,
there is the power to bring together,
and the power to divide.

I like to think that President Biden,
like has been said of him,
is an optimist, like myself.

Always searching for the best of lighting
to shine and show our country in its best sides to the world.

We are more than our disparities,
we are more than our failures,
we are more than our falsehoods,
we are more than our bigotry
and, most importantly,
we are more than our separatists.

We are a country
built through coalitions,
built through unions,
built on trust and truths,

We are a community,
a nation with a diverse group

A collective that
sentimentally strives on our strengths,
are worth more than our weaknesses,
and is reliable, responsible, and as much respectful as is respected.

I am so proud of our country today,
as I smiled and beamed from ear to ear
watching the Inauguration proceedings.

Hopeful for this next chapter,
Prayerful for this new beginning,
and Grateful that I am alive to witness it.

Beloved, I pray that you and your family
were able to watch the swearing in of our
new First and Second Families.

I was flooded and filled with joy
watching Vice President Kamala Harris's swearing in,
It filled with pride and joy.

If only Dr. MLK could've been alive to
see our 44th President and our 46th Vice President.
I can only imagine the utter joy that would have
captured and swelled his heart.

To know that all his efforts,
all his trials and tribulations,
all his marches and boycotts,
and ultimately his life, which was the greatest sacrifice,
was not in vain.

It only shows all the more that
Seed of Democra-See is still in action,
and the light of those who still believe
in this country's unity, forbearance, and integrity
still cuts sharply through the darkest corners of
those trying to upend it.

So I thank God for this day,
and for allowing you and I
and so many others to be alive to witness it.

I am humbled, grateful, and touched
by this historic moment.

I pray God's blessings and protection
on our beloved 1st and 2nd families respectfully
and for the healing of this nation by God overall.

I now that with Him, through faith,
and patience, and love for our brothers and sisters,
we'll make this an amazing 4 years and more.

God bless America,

With Love to you Beloved,

:-D

~ Your A

Dearly Beloved,

Your love is without borders,
without boundaries and limits.

Honestly speaking,
I feel like God is telling me to
pursue the missionary work/humanitarian/philanthropic efforts
that you have already created once we get together.

I have some ideas that I hope you would be interested in!
(crosses fingers & keeping it in prayer that I may be able to share them with you in person one day)

:-D

I don't need nor want nor desire to be in forefront,
I JUST WANT TO HELP OTHERS
once this pandemic passes over us.

I would love to be alongside you as we spread charity initiatives all over the world.

I ask for humility and grace be poured out upon us
because there are so many who are not as fortunate.

And just like you,
my desire is to Bey-A-Light 4 the good.

You see it as your mission, your life's purpose beyond entertainment,
to set out to even the playing field on behalf of the less fortunate
no matter the category the topic may fall under.

And you attack the objective with the
same fervor, passion, wisdom, determination, grace, meekness,
tenderness, compassion, intelligence, and dignity as
every other assignment God has set Bey4U 2 accomplish.

I hope many young artists will produce
similar callings due to seeing you as an ever-ready example.

It's another reason why you are
not just the reason I wear my heart on my sleeve.

But you are the reason why
even if I never play another sound out of my guitar;
I know that missions and evangelism and outreach
are what I've morally been put on this Earth to do.

I'm just so happy that we share such A-Bey-utiful-Trait in common.

:-* (a tender kiss on your hands for all the work you've laid your hands on :-)

Anything I do on guitar now
I realize is just for the love of doing so.

I realize my career is not to be a full-time musician.

It's to think of ways to contribute pertinently and significantly to the human collective.

I get so much inspiration and motivation from your BeyGood campaigns.

It's something epic and the epitome of public service and being a public servant in terms of the worldwide citizens you reach and service.

You don't use rhetoric!

And that's what makes you shine Sweetheart!

It's what's in your heart to do naturally.

And for that you stay
on my sleeve,
in my heart,
and on my lips in my prayers to God for you.

Just always be reminded of the power of our God has.

He can open doors no man can open,
and He can close doors no man can shut.

So don't worry about my guitar talent/skill/career/etc.
because I'm leaving that up to God.

I just want you to know that even thru
everything I experienced last year,
we didn't lose one another.

I was watching Black is King again this evening
and it just amazed me all the Bey-utiful looks and scenes
and picturesque moments that went into the making of it.

There are other things that have happened in my house recently
from those who don't appreciate our relationship,
but I don't want to tell you all of them out of not wanting to cause you to worry.

Just know that if they try to
falsely accuse me,
intentionally drug me,
or mess with my family;

YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY

GOD SEES,
GOD HEARS,
AND, MOST IMPORTANTLY,
GOD KNOWS!

And just like He's been there for you,
keep praying like you always have for me,
and He'll see us through.

If it were up to some people,
I may have never been able to
write or record videos for you again.

But through the power of your prayers
to the Holy Spirit,
and Jesus', from Him praying as our Heavenly Intercessor,
I am still alive, complying to my medicinal regimen,
and thriving on this new found energy and love for you and my new purpose.

Just know that
if ever they try to take me away,
the only thing I've ever wanted was
for you to Bey-Happy,
for you to Bey-Loved,
for you to Bey-Joyous,
and for you to Bey-Fulfilled in all aspects of your life.

And I've never believed I could be the end all
to your happiness.

No, I believed that I was sent to you
to ENCOURAGE you to seek them for yourself.

It just so happens that we share
so many traits in common
that I could understand the jealousy
of others who find it farfetched for
such a person like you to even want to
consider a relationship with a nobody like me.

little me.

A.

A nobody.
A person with average looks,
A person with no obvious talents,
A person with no cultural substance,
A person with mediocre talent on guitar,
A person given a poor medical diagnosis.

Who am I to have the best of your love, life, and admiration?

But just as God told me to reach for you,
He also told you to reach for me.

And together, through His grace and
mercy and protection,
we are His Angelic Ambassadors

Romans 8:31 comes to mind,
"What shall we say about such wonderful things as these?"
If God is for us, who can ever be against us?

You have shown me thru your Bey-utiful
ORIGINAL TESTIMONY OF YOUR LIFE
put into words so many different ways
that above all the virtues we strive in,
if I had to choose 4 it would be

1. Love
2. Forgiveness
3. Hope
4. Faith

So I look over all the things your husband's followers
have done to my family and to our home
because it shouldn't stop me from
offering my forgiveness in hopes that
maybe he'll find it in his heart to
forgive me as well.

That he and I may call a truce
and let you and God decide
what God wants for your life next.

So as your A-ngelic Godsister,
I look up to you and desire for you
to have only the best God has
in store for you and your family.

I pray for you all constantly.

I love you deep deep to Momma BeyLoved

:-* (kiss on your two temples :-)

:-D

I wear you hard on my sleeve...

Good night,

~ A

I pray that today and every day your daughter is proud to be associated with these two colors.

One being the color of her skin, which was chosen by God.
And the other, to be the color of her name, which was chosen by you her parents.

I pray that she sees the amazing blessing and power and strength within these two colors.

I hope that she takes pride in them more and more as she gets older.

And as this is her last birthday under 2-digits, I pray she loves every moment of 9 years old.

I pray God continues to bless her with health and protection from the health crisis we are in.

I pray she continues to be a great example for her younger siblings.

I pray she allows herself to take her time learning something new so that she may value all the wonderful resources around her that show her the power of hardwork, consistency, and patience.

I pray for the best for her always.

I pray that she makes the decision to follow Christ on her own, when the time comes.

I look forward to that day.

These and so much more I wish for her. 

God bless and here is the prayer I created for her today.

With you in Christ,

~ A

The Fear Factor

Causes some to give up,
lose hope,
stay comfortable.
 
I guess the question is who's afraid of who.

If we could live in peace,
I guess your husband's peace of mind
would be him giving me a piece of his.

I guess they'd love to keep me trapped in the hospital,
abused, abandoned, ailing for life outside of those insanity walls.

To become a part of the "Taken" movie,
To die a slow miserable death
because of how much I entered and changed your lives.

To be sold into a slavery unspeakable
after we meet.

As if it were all leading up to the perfect time,
as if it all ends where it starts.

Our meeting being the first and last time we see one another.

I have tried so hard for you to have peace,
I've tried so hard to show you my heart,
I've tried so hard to put our my passion.

And yet you still won't stop.

So I'll just continue to pray for you.

Yes, Beloved, I understand now the meaning of
One Billion viewed "Halo"
"Heaven"
The intro to "XO"
The VMA performance of "Pray You Catch Me"
"Otherside"
even "Power"

I get it,
I see it,
I feel it.

As much as we want it now,
maybe our love is too sacred to be bound into the Earth.

And as I write this to you again with tears in my eyes
for how much I love you and want nothing more than to see you,
cherish you and your family, 
and be your friend,

I know you husband hates me
for all I am towards you,
even tho I'm not there.

So what do I do,
1. Allow my family to suffer, allow me to be taunted and threatened with the possibility of going to the hospital again.
or
2. Allow you to survive without me, disappear from your life, and stay an outsider praying to God for you and allowing you and your family space to love one another without my friendship.

All my life I prayed for someone like you.

Just know you're always with me,
even if you can't see me.

I guess he was right,
our lives our metaphors of the game of chess.

I have given all I have to give,
but I can't give in to losing my family,
my Mom and Dad,
my brother and sister-in-law.

And what good am I to you if all they want to do is continue their threats until I'm missing, lost, somewhere on the street, or laid up somewhere dead.

You can't protect me always,
all they need is one opportunity.

Just know that I'll always be watching,
and I'll play my guitar for you,
until we meet again in the Heavens.

Remember to pray,
Keep God first,
and I'll always be around

I'll miss you,
but it's only goodbye for now.

I love you and know that only the best is coming your way.

I continue to pray for you and your husband and family.

I pray the children grow healthy, respectful, humble, and wise.

I pray that God gives you more smiles than heartache.

And I pray that when it's all over it will be just as Prince said in this video at the 1 minute and
18 second mark when they zoomed in he said:  "Ashley I hope Bey sees you..." (Prince Purple Rain Guitar Solo Video)

Remember, Love covers a multitude of sins.
Also, like Paul said "Abide in Hope, Faith, and Love. But the greatest of these is love."

God bless you Beloved, one day we'll meet, God knows I will B,

Love,

~ A